Hello All. My DF or really baby daddy as I am going to call him from here on out and I are through. I have been debating for a month or so if I am doing the right thing, and have decided that us separating is what's best. Too much drama and too much fighting.
It all escalated when I busted him looking at porn (we hadn't had sex in forever as I am still throwing up several times a day and am almost 20 weeks along...it's been rough), anyway, he wussed out and went to stay at a friend's house...I basically realized since he's been gone (about a month now), that I actually feel happier without him here.
We didn't know each other very long before we moved in together and I got pregnant. I have a DD from a previous relationship who is 3 and a half.
Basically though there are a lot of issues that just can't be resolved. He is from Brazil and doesn't speak English for one (I speak Portuguese but still it gets old translating all the time), he is here illegally and I don't want to deal with the immigration mess, and most importantly, I really do not feel "that chemistry" with him, so even if the first two challenges weren't a problem, the bottom line is I don't want to marry a person I do not love, period. And yes we were going to get married. I am an idiot. We bought rings, I got a dress, everything.
Anyway, I am 34 years old and just do not feel like settling! Shouldn't have to! I will be a single mom to 2 sweet girls, and that makes me happier than any man! :) Sorry for the long introduction, but I hope to be able to talk with you all and make some friends on here with you ladies...My LO (a girl also) is due December 3, 2012. Thanks for listening!!
