URSHIE's SparkPeople Blog

Still tired

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 07:04:38 EST

Did I mention that I am exhausted..going home to sleep.

Rubella scare

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 07:04:06 EST

Tayla woke up with a rash this morning. Panic overdrive set in incase it was rubella, which I doubt...Still exhausted...and drained

And!!!

Wed, 8 Oct 2008 07:14:54 EST

And!! then DH calls me back and says he called my mom and she's actually po'd with ME!?!?!?!

Why is everyone else hormonal????

Wed, 8 Oct 2008 07:11:22 EST

Good grief! My mother went off like a wild woman this morning after she misinterpreted something my husband said to her! My father then jumped in and Sh@t on my head. I phoned DH, who then told me my mother was way too emotional and he couldnt deal with this now...

Sheesh

Oh, and I'm sure I feel movement!

Tue, 7 Oct 2008 03:35:42 EST

I'm almost positive I am feeling the little one move...especially when I sit scrunched over my desk at work...cute!!!

Work is stressful!!

Tue, 7 Oct 2008 03:32:31 EST

Work is killing me! I'm so stressed out and wish I had the luxury of being able to stay at home and sleep all day! (I know thats not how it is...but thats how I want it!

Oh and hubby....

Sun, 5 Oct 2008 13:40:46 EST

Oh and DH is off the hook, he did suffer when he got home, but has been extra attentive today...

We hope for no repeat performances of yesterday.

Road Trip

Sun, 5 Oct 2008 13:39:29 EST

DH and DD and myself took a 150 mile round trip to a nearby city's zoo today.

Stopped at the supermarket and got a whole stack of healthy treats, and spent 3 hour walking around the zoo. Picnic'd in the shade and watched a family of squirrels try and wish the sandwiches out of our hands...

All in all a good day and we needed it after yesterday.

Did I mention??

Sat, 4 Oct 2008 07:41:16 EST

Did I mention that MEN SUCK????

Hormone roller coaster

Sat, 4 Oct 2008 07:40:41 EST

Today I could just sit down and cry. I am so mad a God for allowing Tayla to contract diabetes, (I know it's not rational, thats just how I feel.) I just want to cry and cry.

Add to that my husband NEEEEEDS his golf and cannot give it up for the day, even if his wife feels like shit.

@sshole!.

Organisation!!

Fri, 3 Oct 2008 04:24:49 EST

Today I plan to rid my closet of all clothes that do not fit me anymore!! (So I'll have almost zero in that cupboard...) But I get so depressed when I stand there and nothing fits me! Shopping spree time!

Coming off the high!

Fri, 3 Oct 2008 04:19:25 EST

I am coming off the high that yesterday's sonar brought on! I still cant believe everything is ok...

At least it's weekend!! Yay!!

Tayla's reaction

Thu, 2 Oct 2008 04:45:30 EST

Oh, and when Tayla saw the sonar pictures she grabbed them and went dancing around the garden shouting, "It's a miracle!!!!"

All is well...

Thu, 2 Oct 2008 04:13:51 EST

Doctors appointment went very very well. NT measured under 1mm which is perfect! Little one is measuring 12 weeks today, which is still 4 days off, but its better than over a week as per last scan! Still no clue as to what the peanut is, as doctor said he wasnt willing to commit himself just yet...maybe at 16 weeks.

Nervous!!

Wed, 1 Oct 2008 07:40:17 EST

I am suddenly very very nervous for tomorrow. Please Please Please let everything be ok!!!!

New Month, New Start...

Wed, 1 Oct 2008 03:06:46 EST

Well, the past 12 weeks have flown by, and I have really been neglegting babyfit, as Tayla has taken up a lot of my time since her diagnosis.

But I have decided October is the month to get back on track. Back to Gym today, back to the doctor tomorrow, and get feeling positive about this pregnancy!

waiting for the weekend!!!

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 07:40:19 EST

Cannot wait for this weekend

Spread too thinly

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 07:39:25 EST

Feeling stressed out today :/ DH away on business and feel like there isnt enuff time in the day.sheesh

6 week doctors appointment is booked

Tue, 12 Aug 2008 07:38:27 EST

My first doctors appointment is booked for the 21 August at 8:45. I cant wait to see our new lil peanut!

Bloodwork results

Tue, 12 Aug 2008 07:36:41 EST

My HCG levels are definately up...75 to 738 in 1 week...that be good! So now its no more a case of if im pregnant...now I have to stay that way! Very positive and Very motivated today!

nerves....

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 11:47:25 EST

Still nervous...

Down about the weight

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 11:46:10 EST

Feeling down about my weight today, back to gym tomorrow after a very over-indulgent weekend. We get down to business tomorrow. No more mister nice food!!

Roll on weekend

Thu, 7 Aug 2008 14:47:28 EST

Very tired, busy weekend, lots of fun...

green

Thu, 7 Aug 2008 14:46:50 EST

Definately feeling nauseous today...*green look* I have a nasty suspicion, its going to get worse. Yay!!

Still Cant Believe it!!

Wed, 6 Aug 2008 08:32:45 EST

Yup, Still in shock...

Not on my time, but His...

Wed, 6 Aug 2008 08:31:27 EST

Well, I had just about accepted that there was no way I was pregnant this month, and was bracing for AF... and I am LATE...I am NEVER late, a day...maybe...Nope I am officially 5 days late, so I went for blood tests yesterday ( Urine tests never work for me.) Bloodwork came back positive...very very early, but still positive... I cant believe it.

I am so greatful, It just shows you, not on your time, but His...

Bracing for AF and next month

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 04:55:02 EST

My head is doing me in. On CD 26 and have had a bit of breast tenderness and nausea. I think this is wishful thinking on my part however, so I am waiting patiently for AF and a clean slate to start over. Debating as to whether to go back to gynae, to speed things up.

Probably the best.

Negativity

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 04:26:36 EST

Very Negitave today, must be a sign, doesnt feel like I'm every going to ovulate, nevermind fall pregnant.

silly opk's!!

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 07:29:08 EST

Still using the OPK's twice a day since monday. I am still only getting the faintest faintest second line, arrrghhhh!!

At this rate I am going to run out before I ovulate!! Time to visit the pharmacy yet again!!

Dentists

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 07:43:40 EST

Had root canal done today! *ouch* Dont want any surprises while i'm pregnant. Last appointment tomorrow hopefully

2pm OPK a BFN. Will try again tonight.

Trying to excercise patience!!

Mon, 14 Jul 2008 03:52:56 EST

I finally caved and used my first OPK yesterday! It was a BFN but at least it feels like I was doing something...

Told DH to keep up with HIS homework too, in order to keep the numbers up, and got a grumpy, "A little help would be nice!!"... Wonder it he's going to say that when the BD starts!!

All set for the big "O"

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 15:18:12 EST

Purchased another 5 OPK's yesterday, so i can test twice a day from day 13...my luck I wont even catch it this month! lol Worth a shot though! Roll on day 14!!

sigh

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 07:13:03 EST

Waiting for time to pass, debating shopping for OPK today.

All's quiet on the western front...

Wed, 9 Jul 2008 06:38:20 EST

Cold weather, storm clouds brewing...there is an air of antisipation about everything i look at today, wishing days to pass...

In Control

Tue, 8 Jul 2008 04:36:11 EST

Feeling more confident and in control today. Day 5... getting excited bout O, which I hope means that I will be ovulating this month.

Fingers Crossed.

Will I love the next one the same...

Mon, 7 Jul 2008 05:47:46 EST

Today I seem to be having a crisis. I was laying in bed this morning, holding my daughter, just cuddling and playing, butterfly kisses...and i suddenly got very worried about how on earth I could every love another child as much as I love Tayla...or if I did, would that mean I would love Tayla any less...

Still Trying...

Thu, 3 Jul 2008 03:32:25 EST

Its been about a year since joining Babyfit. Quite a few ups and downs...

Ups... I quit smoking...1 year smoke free today.... (that leads me to a down...)
After quitting I have gained 12 kg's.

Had a MC in January, my OBGYN put me on 3 months course of Ovral. (Birth control to regulate hormones...) Side effect...another 5 KGS oh and of course not falling pregnant...

Now I am trying to decide to lose the weight before falling pregnant, or just diving right ...