JRGUDY5's SparkPeople Blog

my oldest

Tue, 8 Jan 2013 19:28:43 EST

I am so thankful for my eldest daughter, what a blessing she has been in my life! She loves her baby sister almost as much as I do, and she helps me out so much, its no wonder her name is angelica.

Hoping this baby comes soon!

Mon, 10 Dec 2012 14:39:04 EST

Hoping she wiull come on wed actually. I have my 38 week checkup wed 12/12/12 and I am really hoping my body has progressed enough that he sends me to the hospital and I have this girl that day. I'm really uncomfortable and have been contracting alot. Just not sure if they are doing anything more. Last wed I was dialated to a 3 and 50% effacted, I'm really hoping to be at a 4 and atleast 80 % effacted, I gues I can always hope.

so tired

Sat, 1 Dec 2012 20:55:05 EST

Wow I am so exhausted lately 3 weeks can not come soon enough.

feeling sick

Wed, 7 Nov 2012 09:22:48 EST

I am feeling so sick about the direction are country is going in, I could hardly sleep, I feel so sad for my children's future, but know that is why they came to earth when they did, because he saved the best and most valiant for last.javascript:void(0)

Its a girl!

Sat, 18 Aug 2012 10:45:05 EST

Found out a few weeks ago we are having our 5th girl. We are debating between Grace Noelle and Noelle Grace. Love Both names just not sure which one to use. My due date is Dec 27th, been measuring since 13 weeks Christmas day though.

Pregnant again!

Thu, 3 May 2012 13:17:28 EST

i found out i am pregnant again 2 weeks ago. It is a little scarey and I am really hoping all goes well this time. Praying and hoping for the best but will accept whatever comes.

cramping

Thu, 8 Mar 2012 11:05:10 EST

Bleeding and cramping stillalmost 3 weeks later, sometimes especially at the end of the day I feel like I am in early labour. My bleeding is off and on, it will stop but as soon as I do anything i start bleeding again. It is really frusterating. My doctors nurse says this is normal, I'm not so sure. my sister in law shari however said she bled for 8 weeks after and her body just felt weird durung that time like there was a lot going on inside. If you have a regular miscarriage I wonder if thi...

looking up

Mon, 5 Mar 2012 12:48:27 EST

I had a rough day yesterday, but today is looking up, which reminds me of a quote by George Durrant, which is also the title of one of his books "Look to God and Live" After our baby Jacob died I wrote this quote along with Families Are Forever and Trust in the Lord on our white board in our kitchen to remind myself and my family that our baby Jacob is not lost to us, And also to remind us to of course Trust in the Lord; he knows best. Even after the days where i cry all day it seems and t...

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Sat, 3 Mar 2012 17:32:37 EST

At 16 weeks I had to deliever my sweet liittle boy who had apparently died a few weeks before, but for some reason, possibly because he was to big my body didn't pass him. Once i delievered him i was able to hold him and see his sweet little fingers and toes. It was a very sad sweet spiritual experience, one i hope to never experience again, but I am in a way grateful for it.

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Wed, 15 Feb 2012 18:41:43 EST

Today I found out the baby died.

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Sat, 11 Feb 2012 10:05:12 EST

Lately my husband has been feeling very overwhelmed. He is a first year teacher at the junior High where we live and has been under a lot of pressure from his students and thier parents. Being a wife of a teacher as opened my eyes to kids these days. There are some really great kids, but there are also some very disrespectful kids, who can make a teachers life misreable, its know wonder we are losing so many teachers these days. My husband also has many responsibilities at church and at home,...

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Mon, 6 Feb 2012 17:35:30 EST

Today has been a particluar sad day, this morning when i heard the news what josh Powell did to himself and his children, It just made me so sad. i do not know the Cox or the Powell family, but for some reason over the last 2 years this story has really affected/ touched me. It is so sad how much evil is in the world, I guess the best thing to do is Look to God and Live as George Durrant would say, and remember all the good that is in the world especially in my own community. I am grateful to...

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Thu, 2 Feb 2012 15:57:11 EST

There are many hard things the Lord has asked me to do starting with accepting the gospel and joining the church and having my relationship with my family comprimised,but through it all i have become better for it and my testimony continues to grow. I have learned that through the hard times we must trust in the Lord and accept his will. I am grateful for the many hard things he has given me or asked of me and know many are self inflicted, but in the end there seems to always be a blessing be...

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Wed, 25 Jan 2012 13:58:10 EST

I woke up the morning and it was all I could do to get out of bed, hurting my arm and neck has not helped my cause. I had to take Justin to work this morning and it was all I could do to not throw up, almost as soon as I walked in the door I threw up. That certainly did not help my headache at all!

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Wed, 25 Jan 2012 13:55:28 EST

have a terrible headache today

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Tue, 17 Jan 2012 14:52:47 EST

Went to the dr. yesterday, he moved my due date back a few days, but I'm happy about that, because I all ready have 2 children born in July, I am really hoping to have this one born in Aug. Since I'm usually a week early I was glad for the change.

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Fri, 6 Jan 2012 12:25:10 EST

threw up yesterday for the 2nd time, can't tell if it made me feel better or worse.

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Tue, 3 Jan 2012 13:35:06 EST

had a bowl of cereal this morning, I think it made my stomach worse, but I will survive, going walking in th brisk air. it is good solitude time.

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Mon, 2 Jan 2012 13:26:11 EST

hoping for a boy, so bad, but will welcome another girl if need be. Still wondering if I am having twins are not.

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Mon, 2 Jan 2012 13:23:50 EST

today I'm doing ok except, living pay check to pay check is terrible, we are out of pretty much everything and I certainly don't feel like cooking anything. but I do feel a little better today.

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Sun, 1 Jan 2012 21:01:35 EST

feeling pretty crumy lately, but have hope that in a few weeks it will get better. I threw up for the first time today, from gagging on my tooth brush of all things.

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Sun, 1 Jan 2012 21:00:00 EST

Happy New Year Everyone!

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Sun, 25 Dec 2011 01:43:07 EST

Merry Christmas to all!! 90

my 1st appt!

Tue, 20 Dec 2011 00:17:30 EST

Had my first appt. today I took my 4 girls with me because i had to still buy Erik a Christmas present. I will never take all of them again! They faught the whole time and I could barely hear the doctor. He first said my due date is Aug 6th but after the ultra sound said Aug 11th. He plans to do another ultra sound in 4 weeks to be sure. I am sure I am due on the 6th though. I got to hear the heart beat at 157! yay

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Fri, 16 Dec 2011 14:45:22 EST

I am so excited for my 1st appt. on Monday! 30 224

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Fri, 16 Dec 2011 14:33:53 EST

Today I finally got smart and ate a good breakfest and a good lunch and so far I'm actually not feeling to bad I think i may even make some of my yummy whole wheat banna bread!

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Thu, 15 Dec 2011 12:50:18 EST

I am starting to get a little more sick. not enough to throw up though, and only if I don't eat often enough, which makes it more frusterating. But am glad so far its okay.

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Mon, 5 Dec 2011 10:15:06 EST

Its weird, I think I knew I was pregnant right after conception, so it seems like I have known I was pregnant for a long time and should be at least 10 weeks along, but thus I am 5 weeks and still feeling pretty good for the most part. Its weird to say but I'm a little nervous because I'm not sicker(if thats even a word.) With all 4 of my girls I was sick as a dog, but with my son it wasn't bad, but defiantly worse then this. My stress levels are I'm sure different now, We are finacally more...

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Fri, 2 Dec 2011 17:05:41 EST

Yesterday I was feeling very depressed, thinking I was an embarassment to my husband. Must have been hormones out of wack or something, I know my husband loves me very much, and I have never doubted that. After talking with him briefly for the little time I saw him yesterday, I feel much better. It seems so silly, I have a wonderful husband and having a 6th child doesn't change that.

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Wed, 30 Nov 2011 14:21:01 EST

today I'm feeling very tired and lazy, reading books to my girls, feeding them and doing dishes, oh and feeding the chickens, is about all I can do, I so need a shower though too. I am very happy though and excited to have the opportunity to have another baby; after my thyriod cancer I wasn't sure I would be able to have more children, I am feeling very blessed, just hoping I will be able to carry this baby or babies to term and that all will be well.

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Tue, 29 Nov 2011 14:17:57 EST

Today, I'm feeling very tired, but Happy to be having another child, my husband is a little scared he just started his first year teaching and we just bought our first home which is a beautiful old farm house on 2 acres, its alot of work, and taking care of 13 5week old chicks and 18 2 week old chicks is a lot more work then I thought, good thing my kids help.