I've never made a blog entry before; but why not start here. I am 3 months into TTC baby #1... Part of me is really hoping it happens right away, but part of me is hoping for more time to prepare. Wish I could completely commit one way or the other... I've found that I talk myself into wanting to wait (start using contraceptives again) so that I can prepare more (financially, physically, emotionally), but as soon as I see a baby, hear stories about people's kids, or even see baby items in the store and I get all gooey and hear myself say 'I want to be pregnant' or 'I want to be a mother!' So my husband and I have decided that we are just going to 'wing-it'... we're not so much 'trying' to get pregnant as we are no longer trying to not get pregnant. I just have to keep reminding myself TO ENTJOY THE RIDE : )
P.S. As a ridiculous control freak and over-planner, this is really hard for me! I had a plan in place (I did NOT want to be prego during the summer), but I didn't get pregnant immediately (hello, who would have thought that could happen) and I'm kind of happy about it... it'll happen when it happens, to use my favorite tautology.
7.19.2012
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