| Chernobyl or spilled milk?? blog |
I'm just over 15 weeks. I'm SO emotional! I can't watch sappy movies, and I have to be careful what I read on facebook, or I'll spend all day with weepy eyes! ha ha. I've read a lot of comments about hips aching, and I can completely relate. Mine hurt no matter what, standing, sleeping, sitting, i can't stay in any one position for too long, or I just ache. My dreams are crazy real, and so weird. I've never really been a big meat eater, but now, it makes me gaggy to eat it. Seriously it just tastes yucky. And the texture, don't even get me started on that, I might throw up now! I LOVE fresh veggies though, I crave them all the time. Carbs are ok, but I crave fresh fruits and veggies. This is an exciting time for me, My first baby. I'm feeling so very many things all at once. I've actually lost quite a bit of weight since i got pregnant, About 20 lbs, and another 2 lbs in the last month, My doc got after me for that, but I feel like I'm eating ALL the time, so I'm going to just have to trust my body and my baby on this one. My food choices are much healthier than before, so that is probably part of it at least. My biggest frustration though is that I find myself being SO CRANKY for NO reason. I catch myself biting my poor husbands head off when he didn't even do anything. The slightest thing makes me want to scream. I had a chat with my sweet sister about it yesterday though, and realized that I, luckily, still have a mental override. I can actually still catch myself and think: "is this really chernobyl? or is this just spilled milk?? If it's just spilled milk, lets grab a towel and clean it up and then go take a nap, or a shower or put on some makeup so I can feel a little better about life, if it's chernobyl, then you are going to have to CLING to this man, he's gonna be your life line, so let's not push him away. ok punkin??" Most of the time it's just spilled milk, and I can deal. I've started warning the husband when I know I'm having a cranky day. He's great about giving me a hug and doing his best to help me know that he's here for me. I am so very blessed.
7.5.2012
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