I'm on vacation with my husband and 3 kids. I hate to say it, but I don't enjoy vacation as much as I used to. I feel gross because I am eating out a lot, I feel like I lack energy because I don't sleep well, and my kids drain me. I feel like a bad mom because instead of enjoying time with my kids, I find myself thinking of vacations before kids and how much more I enjoyed them. And I can't wait to get home. I look around at other families and am jealous about how much fun they are having.
I gained 12 lbs with this last pregnancy. I have about 5 bs to lo to get back to pre-pregnancy weight, but nursing makes me so hungry it is hard to lose. I have been exercising regularly, but am discouraged that a year ago I ran a 10k, today I can barely run 4miles. I know I need to cut myself some slack, my baby is only 4 months old, but I cant help it. I feel I flabby and out of shape. At least the last week my husband is finally more comfortable with the baby so he is letting me get to the gym,which has helped me feel better about myself.
7.1.2012
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