This weight is weighing me down

This weight is weighing me down blog

Well I got down to my goal weight for my beautiful wedding and wedding dress last year. Fast forward a year and I have gained almost 15 pounds - yikes! It may not seem like a lot bit it feels like a lot - especially because I'm only 5'2. My clothes are tight - some I can't even get in to. And I just feel gross! I have been trying to work out but being back in my home City, being busy with work and going out with friends and family has helped me pack on the pounds and not be able to fit in my workouts. I have no one but myself to blame really - and I'm so disappointed in myself that worked so hard to get down to my goal weight and then gained it back in a year. I have also been really depressed by being overweight, the fact that my body is not regular yet and I'm spotting all the time and that I'm not pregnant yet. I am an emotional eater so its been really hard not to turn to overeating to cope with all of these emotions. I have made a goal to lose one pound by the end of the month and then another 2 pounds in July and 2 in August. I think that 5 pounds will make me feel a bit better and closer to my goal/healthy weight. I really hope I can do it!!
6.16.2012

Member Comments About this Blog Entry

	"Thanks for the support! I know I can do it I just have to DO IT!! I hope being a few pounds lighter will make me feel better about myself and maybe help me get pregnant. Especially with my appointment with the specialist coming up in 2-4 months I dont want them to tell me I need to lose weight - I hate that!!" -- AMANDA_JK

	"Keep your head up hun , I hope things turn around for you soon. You can so it!!!" -- CHARLIEAA