So I'm now in my fourteenth week of pregnancy and I already cannot wait for this lil one to get here. Not because I'm suffering from awful morning sickness or any other symtoms. Infact I feel for the most part good except for my energy level being a bit lower then usual. Instead I am anxious for my lil baby simply because I am bored. People treat you differently when you are pregnant whether they intend to or not & whether you like it or not. Sure I'm getting an abundance of love and support during this pregnancy for which I am so appreciative of. But I feel a lack of understanding from a lot of the people I usually feel closer to. I feel more like an outcast now then I ever did in my life. While everyone else is going about their normal routines I feel as though I am being left behind. I understand I can't drink alcohol and I have some physical limitations (i.e. no rollercoasters) but I'm still capable of going out and having a good time regardless of the size of my belly (which by the way is only now starting to show). People always like to discuss how much one changes during pregnancy but no one really mentions how much the people around you will change. All of a sudden my life is consumed by this pregnancy and its all I'm thinking about because most of the time I am home alone, just me and my baby belly. I was really hoping to enjoy this summer to its fullest with my family and friends but for some reason I feel so distant from everyone. Now I could understand if I was a stereotypical moody/bitchy pregnant woman but truth is I'm not for the most part I've been pretty happy. I guess I should be happy I found babyfit so I can talk to and relate to women going through the same changes as me. I'm going through the biggest change in my life and I just don't want to feel alone. Atleast once my lil one gets here he/she will keep me busy and more entertained then I am now.
6.15.2012
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