About to enter the dreaded TWW?

About to enter the dreaded TWW? blog

Well, my period was really weird this month. I was spotting all the way up to my period so I'm not sure exactly what date my period actually started as it started to gradually and could be easily confused by spotting.
I started temping but have not noticed a noticable rise or dip in my temperature so I think I am current ovulating and am just about to enter the dreaded two week wait.
I have to say that I really dislike the waiting, confusion and dissapoinments that this whole TTC process has brought so far. I'm an action and results kind of gal and its just not in my nature to relax, go with the flow, let nature take its course and see what happens. I have been trying to just live life, relax and be patient but its so hard. I just hope that I'm not my biggest hurdle to getting pregnant - my inability to relax and be patient I mean.
Even though this is only month 4 of TTC - it feels like an eternity. And every month that I get a BFN is even more depressing than the next.
Come on TWW and BFP.
5.29.2012

Member Comments About this Blog Entry

	"AF started yesterday :( So I'm out this week. I'm trying to stay positive - like not being pregnant means I have one more month to dave money, lose weight, etc. But its pretty depressing actually. Due to all my spotting I have made an appointment with a specialist but I have to wait another 2-4 months to see the specialist. Hopefully they can tell me what's going on with my body and if its affecting my chances of getting pregnant. I'm glad my Dr. put the refferal in now rather than waiting f..." -- AMANDA_JK

	"You are not alone, I know exactly how you feel. I also have a hard time with just relaxing and not stressing over not getting that BFP. " -- WERBOWCE

	"You are not alone, I know exactly how you feel. I find it so hard to relax and not stress over not getting that BFP." -- WERBOWCE