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so hubby now is ok with talking about the pregnancy actually asked me last night "so you think with all the miscarriages weve had if this one sticks its a miracle?" I looked at him and said of course...I dont know if he is hoping for one or is finally accepting....we were talking about name and about when we will find out the gender...I kind of want it a surprise but I actually dont know...its way to early and I just told him for now lets just wait on the first appt which is my u/s and first prenatal...its june 6...it actually feels like forever! I just want to see the peanut growing...I pray that he/she will be bouncing on the u/s machine waving hello here I am....symptoms are so so...I actually took another hpt just to make sure it was + and boy are those lines super dark! I am so use to saying babe do you see the other line lol! Im trying to be happy....a baby again we have been blessed...but Luis' attitude well ya know....our relationship is better than last month...I still have my inclins...but I am glad that its all over....I am super tired my boobs are slightly sore and if I don't eat something brings on the nausea....thats about it for now..I know everything else will hit around 8wks pg...we shall see how long I can keep this a secret!
5.8.2012
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