| So depressed and emotional blog |
Well, this is the third month of TTC au naturale with no charting or OPKs. I think we BD'd while I was ovulation but I'm not 100%. I spotted for one day during the middle of my cycle so I'm guessing that's when I ovulated. I worked out this morning only to find out afterwards that I had started spotting. Its approximately 9 days after I ovulated - is this more weird cycle symptoms or implantation bleeding?? Who knows...
We had our friends and their 8 month old baby over last night for a game night and I went to my best friends baby shower today. I'm so happy for my friends but I can't help but feeling so emotional and depressed about my own situation and the fact that I want baby so desperately. My husband tries to help me be more patient and put less stress on myself but I just can't help how I feel. With my mom having cancer, me wanting a baby so badly and all our friends having children its just such a hard time for me. I feel like crying all the time. I know I should be looking at the positives in my life rather than focusing on the one negative thing (not having a baby) but its just so hard.....
5.5.2012
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