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So its been almost 4 days since I read the positive pregnancy test and I'm still somewhat in shock. The things going on in my personal life are just a lot to handle along with this pregnancy. Joshua being deployed is hard and it's going to be a long 6 mths without him. Not to mention he wont even come here after he's back in the states :( I'm also trying to figure out just how I will tell my family about this pregnancy. Five kids is something nobody would of ever expected from me so I'm worried about my mom's reaction. Gonna try to hide the pregnancy from work for as long as possible....thank God I'm not on an AF base seeing a military doc otherwise I'd be screwed. I'm anxious about my appt on Monday, I'm curious to know if this is even a viable pregnancy. So many emotions going on this week it's so stressing and makes me sick. Skyping with Joshua will make me feel better tonight I'm sure...oh and sleeping LOL
4.17.2012
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