So I've had this overwheming feeling that something is wrong and I have absolutely no reason to think that! I've prayed about it and tried giving my worries over to God but my mind finds itself wondering back to "what-ifs"
I have to two children 8 and 9 and when I was pregnant with them I had very great pregnancies! I was young (19 and 20) I threw up once with each pregnancy and I had some pretty bad dry heaves with my second but all in all I knew I loved being pregnant! I have never had a miscarriage either. I
So why am I feeling like this? I don't know if it's because it's been 10 years since I've been pregnant and maybe it's just nerves? Or most likely it's because I was young then and very naive to all the complications that can arise when one is pregnant! I had no idea that so many people have a hard time TTC!!! Now I read and hear about so many people and all the struggles they have and I think that is what scares me!
My first two children were not planned and this baby is so I am thinking maybe I'm just getting that "too good to be true" feeling...I shouldn't tho...I deserve this...my husband deserves this...but I still feel this way??? My appt isn't until May 12th...I know once I see the baby and hear the heartbeat that I will feel a sigh of relief....but until then...
...I will continue to pray that everything is alright and that I'm just thinking WAY TOO MUCH INTO THINGS! LOL "Chill out Ashley!!!"