Today I am 11 weeks, YAY
I am getting more excited as the weeks go by. This is the last baby so it's happy and sad. I want to be done but at the same time love kids! I have so many mixed emotions. I do think it is the right choice. I want to give all I have to my kids. The pregnancies have been rough on my body and I want to take the best care of my family. Maybe when the kids are older I will do foster care or we'll adopt. Who knows. I am just sad because it is so hard to turn down such wonderful blessings! *sigh* but when one door is closed another opens. I guess I'll have to wait and see :)
7.7.2010
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