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I really mean holla. I want to scream. Whoever said we could have it all? Well, if you know tell me so I can curse them out. I feel so overwhelmed. I'm back at work, I miss the hell out of my baby, The house has never been worse and I mean every room and the yard. I've been in the process of moving bushes, switching out summer and winter clothes, painting and spring cleaning for a week if not longer. Yeah, it's a hot mess. Everything is started and nothing is finished. One of my son's has been acting like he's lost his natural mind and the guilt of not being able to be with the baby like I want to is getting the best of me. Even when I'm at home there's always something to do.
Then of course there's my weight. Everytime I start to feel out of control with everything, I start eating like a pig. And why, just to feel worse and look worse!
So what is there to do? Scream, cry, pray and keep doing what I've got to. Everybody might think I"ve lost it, but i'm about to start creating and posting schedules and to do lists all over my house. Well, if anybody has any suggestions for a single mom with five kids working 40 hrs a week, I need all the help I can get.
And if nothing else, pray!
5.8.2009
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