Lately all I can think about is when ...
when will Ebin realize what he is doing to me ... when will we move ... when will we get a van ... when will things get better.
All of these questions seem so far away. I can't even begin to explain how it feels to be so completely out of your element and not be able to go home to Ebin. No one to have conversations with, except with me kids, or on the phone. No intimate dinners at home and no you know what on a regular basis. I really need him right now and it is so hard for me to not have him around. I can't sleep very well and I get no help with the kids at all.
I just can't wait for the when to be NOW.
9.30.2008
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