On October 1st 2005 i suffered a miscarriage with my second pregnancy, (my 1st pregnancy i had my daughter) I was devastated, i prayed and prayed and prayed for me not to loose the baby that i so desperatley wanted. But it was not God's will for that child to live here on earth, for whatever reason i am not sure of. I had to learn to accept it so i could move on so i could fulfill the plan and purpose that God has for my life. So in my heart i accepted it.
A few months later i fell pregnant again, i was a little nervouse but had to put my trust in the Lord. When i saw my Doctor i found out my due date and i was in shock, my due date was October 1st 2006 the exact day that i miscarried but one year later. Right then the Devil tried to put lies into my head by telling me that its bad luck it going to happen again, etc. etc. Again i put my trust in the Lord and let him take control of my life and my pregnancy. 37 weeks later, i woke up the morning of my due date and i had contractions, i gave birth the exact day that i miscarried but one year later.
I beleive that i went through this so i can testify to other women out there not to constantly mourn the losses we have suffered but to celebrate the lives that we have, celebrate the children that we have, because what we want may not be what God wants it may not be the right time.
I just pray that God blesses you and eases your pain, please don't give up on him because he will never ever give up on you.
1.28.2007
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