So, the shock is beginning to wear off. We found out June 10th. I was an emotional wreck that day (before I tested). I was NOT myself. I was yelling, screaming, and crying at my DH. So bad that he left and stated he was going to be staying at his mom's for a few days. (AGH!) I apologized for my behavior and asked him to come home to talk.
I began to fold laundry while he was washing the truck and began crying, for NO reason. Hysterical crying. WTF?!? So I decided, since I had a test, why the heck not...it was negative 2 weeks ago. Low and behold...........PREGNANT appears on the screen!!! I began to cry harder. He was already upset from this mornings events, we had already decided it was not time yet for another, and here it is PREGNANT! I went to him, scared, sobbing, and unsure. He saw it, waved it off and went back outside.
We have had our share of arguments about it, and he has apologized as well for his actions/words. Both of us are scared, we had serious complications with our DD when she was born and had NO idea there would be (a blood transfusion at new born phase and open heart surgery at 3 months old) so we are so nervous for what is to come.
It is a one day at a time journey and one appointment at a time. Hoping all goes well for us in this adventure.
6.21.2012
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