I can't figure out if I should put me updates here or in my blog...
but here it goes...
So it's official... I'm pregnant...
four weeks and three days
I'm just so afraid something will go wrong
how do you get through the first three months without worrying too much?
For the last week I have had slight cramping and someone here told me that it is the egg implanting deeper in the wall, I really hope that is correct, I was worried that the pain was from something going wrong.
a friend of mine had a miscarriage at 8 weeks, I really hope i never have to go through that.
I have wanted a baby for so long, and now I have one (kinda) and I don't ever want to loose it.
I had booked flights to visit my parents but now I am not sure if I should go or not
I would be just 7 weeks when I have to fly and the flight is two hours (and then flying back 4 days later)
I have read that if it is not a high risk pregnancy you can fly in the first trimester but I'm just afraid to do anything that might cause a problem
I don't want to take any risks
I went to the doctor this morning and she took blood, I will get the results tomorrow
I walked in the door and smiled at her and she said "pregnant?"
her assistant looked very confused
I said "yes, and I feel it a lot already" and she said "yeah, swollen boobs"
I hope that no one else notices that!
we want to keep it secret until we are closer to 12 weeks
I have my first appointment with the gyn on the 16th of June, at 5weeks 6days.
so then I will know if it is high risk or not
she wanted to give me an appointment in July because she said it is difficult to see anything on a scan before 6 weeks, but I wanted to see her before my trip...
fingers crossed everything will be ok....